bleed..

Guys, today i heard some sad news.. really bad news... After i saw X, i thought i have the chance.. but, there isn't any left... Yes, that's true? i'm asking myself again, and again... Wen said that X has somebody to love so... first i pretend to don't know everything, bt the reality is in front of my both eyes! i'm bleeding... bt my tears won't flow... so suffering..





sigh*





I thought i have a new life... unfortunately, that's not real, those are just illusion...
poor day...

发霉了

来到了高一，
看到了更多的困难，
体会了许多的辛苦，
但我却不懂它的意义...

来到了那位子，
虽然是很多人想拥有的，
但我却不懂它的重要性。
难道是一旦拥有了它，
就渐渐的开始不珍惜它？
因为它，
我就开始烦恼了，
不懂为什么其他人却没有感觉的？
还是我的观察力差了？
唉...

老师，
我没在你的课里吵啊...
别再emo了，
拜托你...
我答应你，
下半年的开始总平均，
我会要求我自己要达到75%以上...
我会的！

*我好久没上载了，
真的是好怀念从前...

thanks to all my frenz~

i have had a wonderful, extremely nice day, it's 17 JAN !! everybdy wishes happy b'day to me~ i'm so glad to all, everything! my 3Yi'10 d best frenz all came to my class and helped me celebrated my b'day, thx to u all~~ though im nw in 4sRen, which not so many ppl i know, bt the main point was, they're also wish me 'happy b'day'!!! i'm so happy, so so so happy~~ b'sides that, those present i received, i'm very thankful to my dearly frens~ you all are my best frenz 4eva~i will also help u all to celebrate ur's b'day party in future~~~ ^^

<3 I LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! <3

a promise

Om*g! Keep marching 4~5 times within a week !
Can YOU imagine such that 'crazy' activity??
sighs*

4 more days...
that i will take part in d camp... but the day's' before that, we suffer so so so much... 'being scolded by our head, marchin though muscles in pain... and MORE! Hope that everything will go away... makes sure fast! @.@ otherwise we'll in ... can't imagine!

But, anyway, i am happy to say somethings to my partner's'... 'THANK YOU ALL~ ' when i'm in the 'dark side', they 'pulled' me out from being worse, though now i still have something bad in my mind... don't know when will it disappear...

4 more days! buddies! let's work hard together! and let them see we're not so 'weak' ! yeas~

the Truth?

maybe you're right... I'm just the person who lives alone in 'this' world... 2010's 3 yi is going to b'come our history... as well as our relationship? 20~22 November, was 3 yi's graduate trip...we're so excited for waiting to see each other... cause we're long time no see... haha~ lame.. xD but now ... there's nothing to do else.. felt like a sucker.. stayin at home and act like a useless rubbish.. Hang Ping was right.

today... i had done nothing... sleeping till afternoon... guys, i think u all were also same as me... due to tiredness.. and now, i really don't have any words to say... cause i have some sadness that can't say out, can't cry... sufferin ...

please, i beg u, please promise me 2 be a strong person! don't cry at people's back...

我爱...♥

♥ 三义！
♥ 朋友！
♥ 你们！
♥ etc...

以上的三个++...
我会永远的记住的！
不知什么时候，
我会有酱的感受...
以往都是没有的...
今年却另外的，
♥上大家...

11月20~22日，
可能会是今年最后的聚会...
所以，
要好好的珍惜哦！（我也会的~）
we're in 1 group! 4eva! ^^

舍不得？不舍得？

学校里...三义里...
都渐渐快成为大家的历史了...
虽然相处的时间...
只有区区的一年...
但这期间，
已足够去认识整班了...

如果，
我去年的成绩变好...
我就不可能认识你们；
如果，
我不跟你们沟通、聊天...
我就不会有你们这班好朋友；
如果，
我的世界没有了你们...
我可能活在孤单、冷漠的世界里！

看来，
我和三义的时间不多了...
能快乐的，
就尽量快乐吧！
虽然以后大家都各蹦西东..
但都要永远请记得...
三义的同伴们，
你永远是我的朋友！ I will miss you all very much!